<h3><span style="font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">黃昏時(shí)候，落日在山后一點(diǎn)點(diǎn)隱去，紅色的霞光在遠(yuǎn)處的天空里漸漸消失，四周景物隱匿在黑暗里。</span><br style="display: block; content: ""; min-height: 12px; font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">霓虹四處亮起，繁華景象里人影穿梭，車輛川流不息。</span><br style="display: block; content: ""; min-height: 12px; font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">夜色使人脆弱而感性，酒精，香煙，閃爍燈光，街道充滿曖昧氣息。</span><br style="display: block; content: ""; min-height: 12px; font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">地鐵里的人低頭沉侵在手里世界里，像深海里各自游泳的魚，沒有任何語(yǔ)言和交流，不在意也不在乎遇見誰(shuí)，離開誰(shuí)。</span><br style="display: block; content: ""; min-height: 12px; font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">無(wú)法得知他們是更孤獨(dú)了還是更快樂了。</span><br style="display: block; content: ""; min-height: 12px; font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">現(xiàn)實(shí)生活具有更大壓力和挫折，暫時(shí)的離開或許是唯一放松方式。</span><br></h3> <h3><span style="font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">很想出去走走，到?jīng)]人認(rèn)識(shí)的地方，探索未知事物。</span><br style="display: block; content: ""; min-height: 12px; font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">一個(gè)人也好，一群人也好，完全脫離開原生環(huán)境，讓自己做一次異鄉(xiāng)人。</span><br style="display: block; content: ""; min-height: 12px; font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">有熱情，期待，地點(diǎn)明確或者未知都好。知道自己想做什么并走在路上，然后把另一個(gè)自己釋放出來(lái)，把裹在身上的黑色斗篷去掉，以陽(yáng)光為衣，以微風(fēng)為履。</span><br style="display: block; content: ""; min-height: 12px; font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">他是我見過(guò)為數(shù)不多喜歡獨(dú)自出行的男人之一。每個(gè)假期，不告知，臨時(shí)設(shè)定地點(diǎn)，不發(fā)朋友圈，帶上相機(jī)，獨(dú)自出發(fā)。</span><br style="display: block; content: ""; min-height: 12px; font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">某些景致會(huì)讓你有恍若來(lái)世或者穿越幻覺。也許在夢(mèng)境里夢(mèng)到過(guò)，獨(dú)自，空曠，有濃烈或單一色彩。</span><br></h3> <h3><span style="font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">有人問(wèn)我：你失眠的時(shí)候有沒有想象過(guò)很多事？我明白她的意思，人人都有達(dá)不成的心愿，做不了的事，觸摸不到的人，內(nèi)心幻覺自己錯(cuò)生了時(shí)間地點(diǎn)。</span><br style="display: block; content: ""; min-height: 12px; font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">我的夢(mèng)境大多充滿荒涼、追逐、逃離，高大樹木、地道、洞穴。世界失去陸地，無(wú)盡海水里的獨(dú)木舟，太空里漂浮的星體，變異物種侵略地球，忽然降下的大雨，刺目閃電和震耳雷聲，低矮房屋，要坍塌的建筑物。</span><br style="display: block; content: ""; min-height: 12px; font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">除了黑，白和灰很少看見其他色彩。</span><br style="display: block; content: ""; min-height: 12px; font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">我知道這和童年經(jīng)歷及內(nèi)心壓力有關(guān)。</span><br></h3> <h3><span style="font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">童年時(shí)對(duì)土地和植物有深切熱愛，尤愛野地里不知名的野花，白的，粉的，紅的，紫的，黃的，藍(lán)的，綠的。</span><br style="display: block; content: ""; min-height: 12px; font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">別人看不見的我都能看見且有不知名第六感，總覺得有人在高處望著人間一切也望見我。</span><br style="display: block; content: ""; min-height: 12px; font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">有時(shí)會(huì)失聰，聽不見周圍聲音，魂魄像個(gè)頑皮的孩子，離身體而去。</span><br style="display: block; content: ""; min-height: 12px; font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">常有人說(shuō)我目光呆滯，神經(jīng)不正常。大概那時(shí)就是。</span><br style="display: block; content: ""; min-height: 12px; font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">并不記得都經(jīng)歷了什么。我深信家族遺傳和基因強(qiáng)大，小時(shí)候每每因?yàn)橐活^卷發(fā)被人嘲笑，時(shí)常猜想自己是否為漢族女子，數(shù)次詢問(wèn)家鄉(xiāng)出處，最終放棄。</span><br style="display: block; content: ""; min-height: 12px; font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">沒有祖上榮耀戲碼，幾代平民且沒有任何一人做出優(yōu)異成績(jī)，出類拔萃。自那相信有一類人的出生是為了襯托出別人的不平凡。</span><br style="display: block; content: ""; min-height: 12px; font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">我就是。</span><br></h3> <h3><span style="font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">有人說(shuō)，努力學(xué)習(xí)的孩子很多，但并不是都能考上清華北大，根本原因就是遺傳基因不夠強(qiáng)大。逐一否定自己沒有任何天份和特別之處。</span><br style="display: block; content: ""; min-height: 12px; font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">沒有宗教信仰，不相信不勞而獲，也沒有過(guò)意外驚喜，心里越來(lái)越平淡，也越來(lái)越平凡。</span><br style="display: block; content: ""; min-height: 12px; font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">阻止不了任何事發(fā)生，比如，蒼老，疾病，死亡，離開。</span><br style="display: block; content: ""; min-height: 12px; font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">不再期待任何人給予幫助。</span><br style="display: block; content: ""; min-height: 12px; font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">無(wú)能為力時(shí)候一個(gè)人在深夜里輾轉(zhuǎn)反側(cè)，起身，喝水，光著腳在地板上走來(lái)走去，坐在沙發(fā)上吸煙，看著黑暗中空蕩蕩的屋子發(fā)呆。</span><br style="display: block; content: ""; min-height: 12px; font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">你知道這毫無(wú)用處，天一亮仍讓要獨(dú)自面對(duì)一切，而且要面帶微笑，否則會(huì)被指責(zé)，排斥，輕視。</span><br style="display: block; content: ""; min-height: 12px; font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">這是一個(gè)不允許你憂傷的世界，和別人不同就是異類。</span><br style="display: block; content: ""; min-height: 12px; font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">懷念舊物及舊時(shí)感情，朋友圈被濫用成災(zāi)，一切都有了作秀嫌疑，一句話便會(huì)引來(lái)諸多非議與猜想。</span><br></h3> <h3><span style="font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">打開QQ空間是另一番景象，不相識(shí)，從未謀面有過(guò)語(yǔ)言交集的人一直默默關(guān)注，偶爾有一個(gè)表情或簡(jiǎn)短留言，回復(fù)或者不回復(fù)都有默契。</span><br style="display: block; content: ""; min-height: 12px; font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">更真實(shí)的流露更多存在于陌生人之間。</span><br style="display: block; content: ""; min-height: 12px; font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">去廈門那個(gè)春天，似乎與整個(gè)世界做了隔離。</span><br style="display: block; content: ""; min-height: 12px; font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">一切陌生帶來(lái)暫時(shí)安定與不確認(rèn)感，沒有目標(biāo)，對(duì)未來(lái)毫無(wú)打算，迷茫，頹廢，低落，重復(fù)的單曲，一直陪伴的只有香煙。</span><br style="display: block; content: ""; min-height: 12px; font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">在深夜獨(dú)自穿過(guò)三條街看一場(chǎng)科幻電影，身后只坐著一對(duì)情侶。</span><br style="display: block; content: ""; min-height: 12px; font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">沒有人知道你的孤獨(dú)。</span><br></h3> <h3><span style="font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">島嶼上一幢幢別墅還留著當(dāng)年模樣，只要付錢便可進(jìn)去感受舊時(shí)小資或奢華情景。</span><br style="display: block; content: ""; min-height: 12px; font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">兩邊大道寬闊無(wú)人，南方特有棕櫚樹有魚鱗狀樹干，針形闊葉，步行很遠(yuǎn)才有出租車路過(guò)。司機(jī)說(shuō)著饒口的普通話，謙卑而有禮貌。并不著急，因?yàn)椋瑳]有歸處。</span><br style="display: block; content: ""; min-height: 12px; font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">時(shí)常憶起小時(shí)候的一個(gè)場(chǎng)景是：站在屋子里，向窗外望去，狹窄山路從村子里蜿蜒穿過(guò)，遠(yuǎn)處山上樹木凋零蕭條，山阻礙了視線，看不到更遠(yuǎn)的地方，幻想著著會(huì)有一個(gè)人突然出現(xiàn)把自己拯救出去。</span><br></h3> <p style="border: 0px; font-size: 16px; font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; line-height: 1.75; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">年少時(shí)最喜歡看梨花。梨樹的樹干是黑色的，總覺得它有古樸文藝的美。那黑色襯得雪白的花兒更顯得脫俗清麗，時(shí)?？吹陌l(fā)呆。<br style="display: block; content: ""; min-height: 12px;">七月里，村里一群半大孩子常常結(jié)伴偷偷跑到別人家的樹下，伸手去夠又青又大的杏子，山下的大人一聲吆喝，嚇得躲進(jìn)野草里不敢出聲。<br style="display: block; content: ""; min-height: 12px;">真的是頑劣??！屢教不改。不是真的想吃，只是為了好玩。</h3><p style="border: 0px; font-size: 16px; font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; line-height: 1.75; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">樹下的刺猬洞深的看不見底，我們?cè)噲D曾把刺猬趕出來(lái)，那小東西是挖洞高手，最后不得不放棄。山的半腰有一條路，只能看見一個(gè)半圓的樣子，不知道從哪來(lái)，往哪里去，竟也從來(lái)沒有想過(guò)要去探尋。<br style="display: block; content: ""; min-height: 12px;">穿過(guò)這條彎路就是山頂，光禿禿的，連一叢矮灌木都沒有。只有一些小小的野草，它們緊貼著地面生長(zhǎng)，一副營(yíng)養(yǎng)不良的樣子。土壤露出黃色的沙粒，像中年男人半脫了發(fā)的頭頂。</h3> <h3><span style="font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">我曾幻想把這里種滿樹放進(jìn)百十只兔子、山羊、野雞和牛馬，做成一個(gè)狩獵場(chǎng)。</span><br style="display: block; content: ""; min-height: 12px; font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">多年以后回去，那里被高高的綠色魚網(wǎng)圍起，改成了養(yǎng)雞場(chǎng)。有小小的失落感，畢竟在我心里狩獵和養(yǎng)雞還是有區(qū)別的。</span><br style="display: block; content: ""; min-height: 12px; font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">曾經(jīng)年少狂野的夢(mèng)想就這樣被現(xiàn)實(shí)打敗了。</span><br style="display: block; content: ""; min-height: 12px; font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">站在養(yǎng)雞場(chǎng)對(duì)面的山坡向遠(yuǎn)處望去，天空還是很藍(lán)，十里花海卻再也不見。</span><br style="display: block; content: ""; min-height: 12px; font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">人們砍伐掉曾經(jīng)一度廉價(jià)的果樹種上花生，玉米，高粱，秋收過(guò)后大地顯出一片貧瘠狀態(tài)，除了野生的槐樹，榆樹再也看不見能結(jié)出果實(shí)的其它樹木。</span><br></h3> <h3><span style="font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">少年變成了父親，女子剪掉了長(zhǎng)發(fā)，幼小的孩童不再滿山的野跑，他們抱著手機(jī)電腦在網(wǎng)絡(luò)里尋找樂趣。</span><br style="display: block; content: ""; min-height: 12px; font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">黃色的溝壑變成了柏油路，天藍(lán)色的彩鋼板搭建起一座座廠房，被高大的紅色磚墻圍住，現(xiàn)代化工業(yè)正在一點(diǎn)點(diǎn)吞噬掉這片土地。</span><br style="display: block; content: ""; min-height: 12px; font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica neue", Helvetica, Tahoma, Arial, 微軟雅黑, 宋體, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">有新生就有毀滅，一代一代的人在這里生活下去就有了歷史。</span><br></h3>