<p dir="ltr"><span style="font-size:1.00em;">女兒練完琴，隨即給自己沖了杯咖啡，便端著上樓去自己的臥室做功課了，似是要熬夜苦讀。</span><br>
做母親的，總是心疼孩子，立即切好一盤水果，送了過去。<br>
近日總在考慮人生的問題。按說已到知天命的年齡，卻感到對生活的理解越來越模糊，搞不懂該怎樣活著。<br>
一直為子女、為家庭奉獻著，眼看著明年女兒就上大學離開家，自己以后的生活如何安排? 自己理想的生活方式到底是怎樣的? 通俗一點說，以后的日子想怎樣過?<br>
“生命誠可貴，愛情價更高。若為自由故，二者皆可拋?！?這被慣用了的詩句，在這里表達自己的愿望卻又覺著非常恰當。即后半生想要的就是自由。日子是自己的，生命也是自己的，在剩下的有限的人生里，只想最大限度地實現(xiàn)自我，想怎樣就怎樣，在法律和社會公德的范圍之內，不計對錯，無關他人，達到死而無憾。</h3><h3>
</h3> <h3>想愛就愛，不愛就分。除了柴米油鹽，我還想要生活中的感動，心里的悸動。
生活不是死水一潭，即便沒有了浪花，仍需有微瀾。
這就是想要的人生。
望一眼漆黑的窗外，再看看女兒門縫里透出的光亮，心仍木然。<br></h3> <h3> The life </h3><h3>After the daughter finished the practice of </h3><h3>cello.she immediately made a cup of coffee for her self then went upstairs to go to her bedroom to do her homework. it seems to stay up all night.</h3><h3>As a mother, I always worry about my child.I immediately cut a plate of fruit and took it to her.</h3><h3>Recently, I have always considered the issue of life. According to the age of knowing the destiny, I feel that my understanding of life</h3><h3>is getting more and more blurred. I don't know how to live.</h3><h3>I have been dedicated to my children and</h3><h3>the family. I am watching my daughter going to university next year.she will leave from</h3><h3>home. How can I arrange my future ? What</h3><h3>is my ideal lifestyle? Popularly, what do I</h3><h3>want to do in the future?</h3><h3>"Life is precious, love is more valuable than</h3><h3>life. If for the freedom. both can be throw</h3><h3>away." This verse that is used to express my wishes here is very appropriate.That is, what I want in the second half life is freedom. </h3><h3>The days belong to own, and the life is also.</h3><h3>In the remaining limited life, I only want to make myself to be maximum extented, doing what I want within the scope of law and </h3><h3>social morality, regardless of right or wrong, </h3><h3>irrelevant to others. without regrets when </h3><h3>going to die.</h3><h3>If the person wants to love, just do it. The lifeis not long. it is not only need eating, drinking, sleeping. In addition , It also need to feel and to be felled. the heart need to be inciting.</h3><h3>Life is not a pool of stagnant water, even if there is no spray, it still needs a slight sigh.</h3><h3>This is the lived life .</h3><h3>Looking out of the dark through the . seeing the light shining from the door of the daughter 's room. my heart turned to be wooden.</h3>